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50-50

Chances are 50-50 …

Itulah yang pertama kali berkelebat di benak saya ketika boss saya memberikan secarik kertas berisi username dan password ke 24 website perusahaan hari Sabtu kemaren…

50% means … I can save this precious data RIGHT  NOW… and get the chance to secure all things before it’s too late…

50% means … I can do slightly nothing to it… just review and check it on Monday, to see if I could login to cpanel and member login. When I do, and then… that’s it… just mean that yes, I have the document… and when I have to save it, then maybe it’s too late…

Life is all about speculation… and so is Worklife…

We never know what people are willing to do… we never can be sure, what people is going to do… when they feel hurt by other… they could do anything… they even could do MORE if they loose their sanity…

We never know…

… and no one will guarantee …

… and will someone take the risk? …

Not me…

So I took whatever I can do to secure the document RIGHT AWAY… chances are I will get shits but other chances are… you know … I eliminate the risks…

So… saya selalu berusaha untuk menjaga agar semua senang dengan berbagai Win-Win Solution offering… tapi hal ini tentu saja tidak selalu bisa diterapkan… dan maaf, I like to be the winner…

Mungkin ga terbayangkan, seberapa beban mental saya mengkudeta seseorang seperti ini… semalaman saya ndak bisa tidur, masih ndak percaya dan ragu dengan tindakan saya sendiri… benar atau tidak… dan juga saya membayangkan orang yang saya kudeta… I can imagine it hurts a lot like being backstabbed…

Alas, saya menemukan quote ini pagi tadi via seorang selebtwit …

If you fight for morality, please fight with morality. If you fight for ethics, please fight with ethics.

Saya sempet terdiam ketika membacanya… mencoba mencari pembenaran untuk semua tindakan saya… and honestly, I don’t know… and maybe I would never know…

… tapi terima kasih, boss, telah mendukung dan menyemangati saya … walaupun saya HARUS mencatut nama, tapi Bapak memang banyak maklum dan mengerti dengan setiap tindakan yang saya ambil …

Dan terima kasih sahabat saya, dengan memberikan kalimat ini pada saya via twitter pagi ini…

Gpp, yang penting dah ngambil keputusan. Hargailah dirimu sendiri.🙂

Like I said, it’s all about 50-50 …

Filed under: At Work

4 Responses

  1. warm says:

    apalagi ini, penuh dengan #KODE

    sampeyan kerjanya di badan intelijen ini jangan2😐

    • carra says:

      hehe … yo ga to om… lagi masa2 suksesi dan transisi:mrgreen: doain aja yah biar cepet terselesaikan semua dengan baik🙂 … mana lamarannya, sayah tunggu😀 #eh

  2. latree says:

    ini pasti tentang integritas! *rancu

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