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If the Real World is not Enough Anymore…

Me and Dec 10th

dad and me

Kalo boleh saya minta…

Tolong kirimkan malaikat itu kepada saya…

Malaikat yang dulu pernah dengan manja saya panggil, “Bapak…”

Saya ingin melihat sayap putihnya…

Saya ingin melihat cahaya halo di sekitar kepalanya…

… dan saya ingin melihat kilat matanya yang tersenyum pada saya…

pagi ini dengan linglung saya sudah membeli sekerat roti tart kecil…

roti ulang tahun, kata mereka…

saya ga pernah tau kenapa saya membelinya, padahal saya tau…

paling-paling cuma saya yang akan meniup lilinnya… dan kemudian ada genangan air di mata saya…

dan sambil berbisik, Happy Birthday, Dad… I miss you…

saya memang sangat merindukannya… selalu merindukannya…

merindukannya dengan cara saya…

merindukannya dengan menatap iri pada sosok-sosok kakek yang saya temui di mana saja, yang sedang menggendong cucu-cucu mereka…

merindukannya dengan menatap iri pada sosok-sosok cucu perempuan yang bergelayut manja di lengan seorang pria setengah baya berambut putih yang menuntun sepedanya…

merindukannya dengan menatap iri sosok-sosok pria beruban yang duduk-duduk di teras rumahnya sambil memandangi anak dan cucunya yang berkumpul di rumahnya…

saya sangat merindukannya…

10 Desember…

Happy Birthday, Dad…

Tunggu saya di sana ya…

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2 Responses

  1. Petz says:

    my deepest condolences mba..

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